I will be all that you want

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be
all that you want
and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be
all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause without you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got You’re all I want
Yeah And without you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do you see your all I need

stumble and foll...fall

Life has never been a bed of roses for 90% of people
What gives the remaining 10% the right to enjoy the privilege
Im not saying this out of jealousy,
im not trying to be a wussy,
But Damn
I want my very own 'bed of roses'

Knowing that hardwork's the key to it
My feet have yet to take The first step
what's holding me back??
I have myself to blame, thank you


and hey Cam-A-Level,
FUCK YOU

Hazardous endeavour

harrrrrzardousssssss eennnnnndeavour
Don't worry... I'm not trying to conquer the peak of mt. everest...as usual the title isnt related to the post.

let's just cut the crap and talk about....uhmmm me?

hey hey why not... ok despite the harsh fact that i'm not an interesting guy, I try hard to please everyone around me. but I have a few...weird traits that isolate me from some people. well, i'm not sure if isolate's the right term to be used here, but basically the aforesaid traits make me a little unfriendly.

YOU may not know this, but I'm deeply concerned about what people think of me, i guess that makes me a quiet person. I'd rather stay quiet than u know, talking here n there blah blah blah.... and at the end of the day, people hate me for being too...talk-active...noisy.
And I suck at striking a good conversation, developing rapport and stuff like dat...mann that's probably the thing I hate most.

I don't look too "user-friendly" as well, that's a wild guess, correct me if im wrong =P, i'd be more than happy to get a feedback from you.

Apart from that, I'm a little anti-social wouldnt u say?

AND YA...i get intimidated by gurlssssssssssssss...thanks to SMK Tinggi Melaka

I don't mix around well but I care a lot for my friends, well worthy friends.
yea... it may be hard to approach me but... feel free to ask me for help, if i'm of any. I'd be more than happy to help! =)

The first line says it all

FUCK

To hell with your arrogance,
your ignorance.
and your presence.

Intoxicating bliss

Had a really rough weekend, sleep deprived.

It was well worth it though, Life was never this great =)

I have to thank Kevin for that, he made my weekend!

I left my door ajar for him that friday, the first thing he said to me was

"still dun wanna close ur door boss?" sorry lo boss

he walked in with his handheld game console, Kevin's back!

Man it was really nice to see him again

Had everything planned out for the weekend without fail and yea! Our schedule was AWESOME.

My friend Yee Chang then asked me out for dinner.

"oh my that's even better!" Yee Chang's a guy who would do bizzare stuff as well.

so he tagged along and off we went to....where ah...THE BAKERY!!

had nasi goreng "bandar" xD

And the next minute, we were all into shooting you know, "Iam legend kind of creatures".

The gameplay's really creepy, sends chill down your fucking spine. It's a great game though, i'm giving it a 9.5/10 =D

ARGGG, we're craving for human flesh!! come get some, gorgeous!

We were so fired up and what time did we stop ah kevin? To top things off, we packed and went straight to mid-valley the following day. Man I nearly collapsed.

haha, well but the trip was awesome, who cares about the dark circles around my eyes and expanded eye bags.

Freebies up for grabs, take a look at this phenomenon.

#1 free sushi(s)

#2 free cash

#3 free rides

=P

the whole damn place was insanely crowded as if everything was free

We came back in the evening, I instinctively bought a can of coffee and slept after that xD for like 15 minutes.

Kevin had to help his friend with some computer glitch, so we went up to his friend's place and convinced him to shoot creepy creatures with us. xD

We finished the entire game in just one and a half day...woah my brain almost vapourised ==

haha thanks kevin boss.

Metal d'light

the rev - drums

Zacky Vengeance - guitar

Synyster gates - guitar

M. Shadow - vocal

Johnny - bass

Genesis 4:24, where Cain is sentenced to life in exile for murdering his brother. God marked him so that none would kill him on account of his sin; the man who dared to kill Cain would suffer "vengeance seven times over" .
-Derivation of the band's name-

I'd thank Ron for introducing this band to me.
Vastly different from my taste of music, the band did not impress me when I first heard their 'bat country' in my room, with ronnie boy. I used to have something against metal bands, some kind of prejudice i think.
But I'm a HUGE Avenged Sevenfold fan now <3

MIA was the first song to mesmerise me, the guitar solo's just next to impossible, yea i was impressed.

Bat country > catchy, metal, powerful, awesome guitar solo

beast and the harlot > heavy, superb live, the 'harlot' =P , cool intro, double bass

Seize the day > syn's coffin solo, Seize the day, die regretting the time u lost...... catchy
Unholy confessions > excellent metal song

Dear God > a different attempt by avenged sevenfold, very much appreciated by me, superb song

blinded in chains > ROAR!!!!

afterlife > I love avenged sevenfold

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Would you want to work 6 days a week, 12 hours daily for a monthly pay of RM700???
Fuck off man, you must be out of your mind.
Lol, but no offence as I WOULD take up the challenge.
What's the point of staying home, laying on the crouch all day and end up getting severe backaches and possibly, spine problems??
Yep, I'm now working, as in NOW~ (tengah bekerja)
lol
i'm such a silly donkey but anyway
Im working as a full time celcom promoter, so if you need anything that has to do with this teenager-oppressing company [not really that bad la the commission's fantastic ( 2 thumbs up) ] feel free to contact me, but trust me, I wont be of any help.
It's my second working day yay, and thanks to my outstanding ability to bull shit, i've earned myself 30 bucks for christmas!
My supervisor, or rather boss is now away in Kuantan =P that's why! i'm courageous enough to blog with my laptop right now in the centre of MP. hooray [ triumphant grinn ]
hehe
i'm getting PAID for my job man jesus christ, better get back to my work or i'll get LAID
tata